I’m an Emotional Mess, and I Would Appreciate Some Advice?

Question by Lily Harpton: I’m an emotional mess, and I would appreciate some advice?
I don’t know where to start, but i’ll try it from the top (PLEASE READ!).
I have a very mild case of Aspergers Syndrome, so i’m naturally socially awkward and find it painfully hard to make friends. I’m going into year 10 this year; meaning new classes/electives… i’m absolutely terrified that i’m going to have no friends in any of them. The few friends that I do have tell me that I am a very likeable person that it’s impossible to hate me, but I feel the complete opposite. I feel as if everyone secretly hates me.

I have a HEAP of issues going on at home at the moment as well. My mum has a lot of health problems and frequently says things like ‘if anything happens to me, just know that i love you’ and then starts to cry. My step dad is a border line abusive bong-head, and my real dad – who I was very close to – now has brain damage and acts as if I no longer mean anything to him. On top of this, my brother has a cyst in his brain which he’s going to have radiotherapy for, which may result in cancer.

I am the most self conscious, paranoid, awkward girl that I know of. I have been told that i’m very attractive by a fair few guys that i’m not related to… I just can’t seem to accept it. I’m afraid that if I let myself be happy, then something bad will happen to even things out. It terrifies me.

If you have any advice for the above then I would really appreciate it 🙂

Best answer:

Answer by Murder
Search for God.

Answer by Izanimi Nobody
Dude, I feel the pain.

Not that I has AS, but it’s hard for me to make friends, and I don’t think I’m that pretty…But anyway, hold your head high, and don’t let anything get ya down. Try writing or drawing to let your emotions free. My personal opinion is scream. That’s what I do. Or bite a pillow. I do that too.Ooh Ooh! Question! Have you turned your heart to God? If not, you should try it.

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