BIPOLAR-1 or Is He Just a Cruel, Vicious, Mean Person? Did We Have a Relationship or Business Transaction?

Question by .: BIPOLAR-1 or is he just a cruel, vicious, mean person? Did we have a relationship or business transaction?
He’s been diagnosed with “Bipolar-1 depression” and “Borderline Schizoaffective disorder” but otherwise seems completely normal. You would never know he had mental illness unless he told you.

He’s gay. He’s had 16 boyfriends by the time he was 16. All unprotected. Plus, hes had several unprotected sex partners.

He dropped out of high school just 2 months into his Sophmore year at age 15. He was sent to foster care at age 16 for 6 months.

Hes been in rehab 3 times for marijuana, cocaine, and alchohol. He doesnt have a driverse license, and he works part time at mcdonalds.

Anyways, Im 36-years-old and hes 18-years-old now. We met two years ago where I started off dating him as a “mini” sugar daddy. I would pay him money, or take him out to dinner, or buy him cigs for sex.

I fell in love with him, but he was taken away to foster care for 6 months. We didnt see each other at all then.

After he got out, we got back together. We dated “on-and-off” for more than a year. When we were in a relationship he cheated on me.

Then just a couple weeks later, he takes a cross-country roadtrip and drives 20 hours each way to spend 10 days “bonding” together with his new boyfriends family ( the same boy who he cheated on me with)

He never called me once in the 10 days while he was roadtripping across the country to Florida, or even when he got back home. He use t ocall me 10 times a day.

He told me:
“Sex with you used to be good in the beginning, but now it’s disgusting. You couldn’t pay me enough money to have sex with you anymore now because you’re disgusting. You’re horrible at giving head, and you have no sexual experience. I always gave you bad sex on purpose because your’e nasty, and I dont give a f*** about you. The way you think is f***** up. You’re a psychopath and I never loved you. You’re just jealous that i have a new boyfriend that i love, and i dont love you. I would cheat on you again if we got back together because youre horrible to be in a relationship with. ”

He also said: “you’re not first place, you’re more like 5th or 6th.”

When I asked for an apology later, he said I was the one who should be apologizing to him for calling his new boyfriend a skank for cheating on me.

Obviously he’s very manipulative, controlling, and jealous. Whenever he criticizes me, hes usually just repaeting what people have said about him.

Anyways, towards the end of our relationship he wasn’t able to stay hard while making love. He’s never had this problem before. Hes 18! So obviously i thought he was cheating on me.

Then suddenly he refused to use his tongue when kissing, and he would physically peel my arm off the back of his neck while driving, claiming he didnt like to be hugged anymore.

He also stopped holding hands in my car, when we use to always hold hands for more than a year. He knows im in love with him. I guess thats why he treats me like s***. It’s like im his backup relationship.

A part of me wants to get back together with him, because hes the only person ive ever fallen in love with; however, I know he will just cheat on me again and continue to disrespect me. He told me so himself!

He and his new boyfriend have been together now since May 30th (7 weeks). They literally have sex every single day.

When I was his boyfriend he would say stuff like “we cant have sex every time you see me. I want to hang out with my friends on my day off instead of you.” He wouldnt spend one night with me at an amusement park, but he has no problem taking 10 days off work to drive 2500 miles to florida with his new boyfriend.

He wouldnt let me spend the night, or introduce me to people. Actually, he hid me like he was emabarrassed. At the grocery store he met this person he knew and told me to walk i nthe other direction like we dont know each other.

However, he shows his new boyfriend off to everybody like a trophy. His new boyfriend is 20-years-old.

Hes not taking his meds or seeing a shrink. He use to take 400mg Seroquel nightly, but he lowered it to 50mg night.

I dont understand how he could move-on so quickly after claiming to love me. He use to call me 10 times day, and have sex 4 times a week for 3 months.

Now he wants me to pay him 50 an hour as a business transaction.

I guess I lost him forever. I never viewed him as a prostitute. I always viewed him as someone I fell in love with.

Your thoughts….

Best answer:

Answer by Ashley
shit its longg dude ahahaha

Answer by Sophie
you scare me. very much. love stinks. you should think that over . you should also become a hermit and live in the forests of Albania where he can’t ever find you. and change your name to Mclovin

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